I NEED FRIENDS

I need friends because it is lonely everyday and Hoildays and birthday when you have no friends  to call to talk problems with  and no family close by I just wanna cry all the time .
I just want one friend that I can go places and lunches with and shopping .
And just when I get a friend something happens that we can’t be friends and I am alone again
Sometimes I wanna run away and never come back if I never had kids I would not be here .
So why does it hurt so bad not having friends.
So I write a blog to tell everybody I need a friend and a mom it seems that my mom died and then grandmother died so I don’t have women in my life
And I have a husband that was my best friend but his drugs and drinking changed all that so now I keep all my problems in side me balled up and one day will blow up

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