WHY ME?

Everyday i get up wondering what's gonna go bad today i should be happy but having a husband that blames me for everything and is in a bad mood everyday i thinks i lie about every thing.
he is a ass hole all the time he thinks the money is all his i can never touch it.
i go to therapy every week tell her all my problems but it never gets better.
she tells me every week do some thing about it.
i wish i could but my kids are teenagers and i do not want to put them threw that.
i guess i will just cry it our like i always do and keep it in because i don't know what to do.
i don't see a happy ending to my life.
i am just going to make sure my boys are are happy is all i need to be happy.